The policeman stood in the middle of Arsenal Street , the main road through Watertown , Massachusetts ,
and screamed at any vehicle that didn’t belong to some arm of law enforcement
or the emergency services: “Turn round! You need to get turned round!” Either
side of him in the 1am dark sped, flashed and wailed a procession of emergency
vehicles of a variety and quantity that, even in a career where I’ve covered a
reasonable amount of terrorism and other trouble, I had never before seen.
A little up the road, I now know, Tamerlan Tsarnaev, one of
the presumed bombers of the Boston Marathon, already lay dead. Somewhere else
in the nearby suburban streets, Dzhokhar Tsarnaev, his brother, was hiding,
trying to evade the arrest that would come around 18 hours later. And my
attention, for at least a few seconds, was focused on a bicycle.
It was one of the themes of the week I spent in the Boston area, starting a
week ago last Monday, covering the aftermath of the bombings at the annual
marathon, that I often found myself staring longingly at bicycles. I missed my
wife and children very much. I was moved at some of the expressions of
shock and grief I encountered. But the sight of people on bicycles provided a
persistent, nagging reminder of what I was missing about my everyday life. Those people, for that moment, could experience the uncomplicated feeling of freedom that so often comes from riding on a bicycle – and I
couldn’t.
The whole episode started, however, with an unusually
frantic bike ride – from my office in Manhattan
across the Brooklyn Bridge home to Brooklyn ,
to pick up my laptop, a change of clothes and washbag. A little over two hours
before, two bombs had gone off near the finish line for the Boston marathon. My bosses wanted someone to
get up there and, after some discussion, it was decided the person would be I.
I pedalled as fast a I could in the warm early evening sunshine, fretting all
the while about whether I would have enough time to get back to Pennsylvania
Station for my train. Then, having transferred a few notebooks, a rain jacket
and some other essentials out of my pannier bags into my overnight case, I
headed out for the subway station – and into what turned out to be a week of
that sad state known as bikelessness.
I didn’t, of course, worry too much about my transit status
in my initial panic as I rode north. I had been to Boston only once before, in 1999, and would,
I knew, have to find a way to file some kind of story about the scene there
immediately after I arrived at midnight. I scoured maps to work out where I’d
be arriving and where the bombs had gone off. I arrived in a city still
festooned with signs and portable toilets put out for the marathon. The
discarded runners’ heat sheets, the heavy police and national guard presence
and the chaotic pile of wheelchairs outside a medical tent testified to the
chaos in which the event had ended.
Even as I took in the scene for my first piece, however, I
found my gaze wandering. Two cyclists stopped at the junction of Arlington and Boylston
streets to look in the darkness towards where the bombs had gone off. “Fixed
wheel,” I thought to myself. “I wonder if they’re more popular in Boston than in New
York .” They pedalled slowly off, their lights pin
pricks in the darkness. I took a taxi to a distant, expensive hotel, filed a
short piece about the scene, had a few hours’ sleep and woke up again,
launching myself into several frantic days of rushing around the city on the
tail of the latest overheated rumour about what was going on.
I got about a lot over the next couple of days by public
transport. In my tired and over-emotional state, I felt a particular pang about
not being able to discuss Boston ’s
subway – the T – with my late father, who worked on metros all his life. He would,
it occurred to me, have enjoyed discussing the vagaries of the US ’s oldest
subway. I took the T on Wednesday to Boston’s federal court house, as a crowd
gathered outside on false reports that two arrested suspects were about to
arrive there.
I had spotted by this time the Hubway bikeshare station
outside my new, downtown hotel. But it seemed a stretch to use it to reach
Thursday’s post-bombing Service of Healing. I had no idea where the vast police
cordon around Holy Cross Cathedral designed to protect the visiting President
Obama would spread. So I walked that and many other trips over the week – peering
at the cyclists, trying to work out how their journeys to work compared with
mine, what the cyclists were making of the events in the city and whether Boston’s
drivers were any more friendly to bikes than New York’s. I looked out, too, for
Boston ’s most
celebrated cycle blogger – Bikeyface – but saw no-one who looked like a pen-and-ink drawing and gave up.
I reported on the service – inwardly noting how many fellow
reporters, struggling with their feelings much as I was, were wiping something out
of their eyes. Some even joined in the applause and
standing ovation for the president. I prepared to write a long, considered
piece for the weekend about the bombings’ impact on Boston . I made a mental note that, as
interest in the attacks waned, some time over the next couple of days I would
get out one of those Hubway bikes and take it for an explore of the city.
It wasn’t to work out like that. On Thursday
evening, as I worked on my long, considered piece, an email from a colleague alerted
me to an apparent disturbance over the Charles River
on the campus of the Massachusetts Institute of Technology. Exhausted and
preoccupied with the piece I was trying to write, I nevertheless caught a taxi
to a site that turned out to be swarming with police. I started writing a story
on my BlackBerry and talking to a news editor in Hong Kong .
Then, seeing scores of police vehicles speeding away from MIT, I caught another
taxi, with a French TV reporter, to Watertown ,
where I encountered the screaming, panicky policeman.
Yet, amid that chaos, the detail that caught my eye was the
Hubway bike. Somehow, amid the chaos and confusion of one of Boston ’s
most extraordinary nights, a fellow reporter had responded to
the injunction to get out to Watertown as fast
as he could by hiring a Hubway bike and pedalling more than five miles by the Charles River out to this suddenly world-famous patch of
suburbia. I felt an instant sense of fellowship with the person involved – I
recalled how I had cycled across London to get to the site of the 2005 Edgware Road bombing during the July 7 attacks on London. I respected, too,
his extraordinary bravery – scores of screaming emergency vehicles must have
made even worse road-fellows than the worst New York City-area drivers. Then,
before I could make my fellow reporter’s acquaintance, my mobile ‘phone died. I
was forced to hail an arriving reporter’s taxi back into central Boston .
That hotel whiteboard after Dzhokhar's arrest: because sometimes crass triumphalism just feels right |
I recognised, nevertheless, the sense of community I’d felt
on spotting another cyclist and sought it out again. I chatted amiably on
Friday to two young reporters who had cycled to Watertown ’s media staging area as we awaited
news of the eventually successful hunt for Dzhokhar. I looked over the shoulder of a photographer who
had reached near the site of his eventual arrest by bike and grabbed unusually
good pictures. On Saturday, seeking out the opinion of people in Cambridge , Massachusetts ,
at having had two terrorists living in their midst, I went up to a
woman practising in a park riding in clipless shoes. I felt an instant sense of
warmth for each of these people – a knowledge that each of us knew the pleasure
of getting about under one’s own power, the joy of speeding down a hill, the
satisfaction of climbing one. Those moments of fellowship did a great deal to
keep me going until the point last Sunday afternoon when I was finally able to
return to Back Bay Station and put myself aboard a fast train bound for New
York City.
That journey inevitably began a long unwinding process. I
took the Monday off work, catching up with undone tasks and giving my bike an
overdue degrease, clean and lubricate. A cycling neighbour chatted amiably as I
worked at the task in our building’s back yard.
Come Tuesday morning, however, it came time to return to
normal. Having dashed about for a week covering one of the world’s biggest news
stories, I was back to the unforgiving schedule of writing up company results.
The change of pace under such circumstances can be as wearing as the process of
covering the big story itself.
But, for the first time in more than a week, I was swinging
my leg over my Brooks saddle, pushing down on my pedals and rolling off onto New York City ’s streets.
There was a steady drizzle in the air and a blustery wind. It was far from an
ideal day for cycling. A week away from it, however, had made me realise that
this activity made me feel at home, regardless of where I undertook it.
This post is an entirely personal, private post and in no way reflects the views of my employer
This post is an entirely personal, private post and in no way reflects the views of my employer